Friday, January 27, 2012

Till My Heartaches End (A Movie Review)

How can a few hour talk in a coffee shop abruptly put an end to a relationship that lasted for years?

Till my Heartaches End is definitely one of the most realistic Filipino movies that I have ever seen. This flick, a hit last October 2010, is a movie worth watching. I've honestly watched this movie thrice. I watched it again since I didn't wanna be biased with Paolo Barredo (Gerald Anderson) and his intense belief of DESTINY. I tried to be keen with all his actions, arguments and what made him decide to finally.. just.. okay... LATER. 

I'll give its movie trailer a 10/10 rating. The lines are something that you guys could possibly relate.

Every relationship starts with a beautiful beginning.. 
a woman who never knew love until she met him..
And a man who found love when she believed in him..

But when his dreams became more than she could take,
She wanted love more than he could give.

When a relationship is bound to end, 
Will you fight for it and stay? 
or will you choose to walk away?

The movie used the flashback device or whatever you call that style. Paolo Barredo, portrayed by Gerald Anderson and Agnes Ramos, starred by Kim Chiu were talking in a coffee shop. It was a sort of an infamous CLOSURE that every lover is afraid of. To quote Star Cinema's plot, "Despite the love they still both have for each other, one must choose to decide when to let go even if the other is still holding on."

The relationship seemed to be so beautiful in the beginning. Agnes was living a simple life until she met Paolo who happened to give the world to her. Everything was awesome and sweet as if they were like lying on a bed full of roses. He loved her. She loved him. Until finally - Paolo's shining dreams were actualizing and were falling into reality. Agnes failed to understand. Paolo failed to make her understand. Things went wrong since then and I can't put into words how the relationship was totally bruised like hell.

I wanna quote lots of lines from the movie but I find these two really worth mentioning. Let me start with Agnes first. When she went home from their amazing break up, she was crying to death. Her winning line was: "Ayaw niya na po sa akin. Ang sakit sakit." For Paolo, his line was something like "Nakasakit ako ng babae na mahal na mahal ako." 

Obviously, with the above mentioned lines, you would certainly know who let go. It's Paolo Barredo, Darling. At some point, you may blame him for giving the world to Agnes.. for making her fall in love with him deeply and then suddenly, like a shattered glass, Agnes was left empty when Paolo finally decided to dump her courageously. On the other hand, you may also blame Agnes for making him her world and for being too paranoid with the relationship that they're in. 

Sometimes, we realize that staying together is no longer an option. I think it's really that painful but it's totally something that one has to deal about. Perhaps love is still there but the circumstances don't really permit the love story we may have always wanted. 

Nonetheless, I am a bit confused with the movie's ending. Their paths crossed again with Paolo kissing Agnes' forehead. What does that mean? I don't know!!! Hahaha. If I were Agnes, I won't allow Paolo to kiss me.. I won't allow him to kiss me sa forehead lang. I want sa lips!!!!! Hahaha. Kidding. I was just trying to divert the super kaduper serious tone of this post. 

I demand a Part 2 of this film. 

Friday, January 20, 2012

From Tricia with Love


Besz Prettiest made this one for me. Thank you Tricia Coleen! 
I love you so much. Lovelove! 

Wednesday, January 11, 2012

Thank you!

Thanks for spending a little of your time with me. Can I just say that I am so kilig with the personal messages and comments you've sent me via Facebook Tehee :'>  I love you forever and ever! -Sholala :)

Sunday, January 08, 2012

3-Month Rule

I have been in the world of love and relationship for about six years. Yes, you've read it right. Needless to say, it is but a heck of a roller coaster ride of emotions. I've experienced all the extremes --- Happiness. Sadness. Anger. Joy. Insecurities. Triumph. Defeat. 

But the greatest of them all is kilig

Funny how when you see yourself smiling when he kisses your forehead in the middle of a practice; when he does something for your anniversary; or when he hugs you tight and whispers 'I love you' --- (based on my friends' stories.) Now let's go back to the moral of this post. 

This infamous rule reached its heights when One More Chance, a movie starred by Popoy and Basya captivated the hearts of many. Popoy was dumped after a 5-year relationship with Bash. If you haven't seen the awesome movie yet , here are some of the flick's hits:

popoy: bash,hindi mo ba alam yung 3 month rule ha? lahat ng nainlove at nakipagbreak ay alam yon. bash maghihintay ka muna, 3 buwan bago ka makipag boyfriend ulet. Hindi mo alam yon?!
bash may 2 linggo pa ako.
bat ba kating kati kang palitan ako? ha?

mark: tama na pare please.

popoy: malaki lang ang katawan mo pero hindi mo ko kayang patumbahin!!!

basya: popoy umuwi ka na!!!

popoy: sandali lang!!! lahat na ginawa ko na!!! putang ina naman bash ganyan ka ba katigas?! parang awa mo na kahit sumagot ka naman!!!
popoy: (smiles then cried) "mahal na mahal kita, kahit ang sakit sakit na."

Just a random thought. I was watching a certain program on TV (and I honestly don't remember the title, please forgive me) when a line caught my attention. It went something like "Kulang pa ang isa, dalawang taong pagdurusa sa mga taong iniwan." True that. But I find the line lacking. Hindi lang naman siguro 'yung mga iniwan ang nasasaktan?! Nasasaktan din naman siguro 'yung mga nang-iwan?!!! To those who are in deep pain, kulang na kulang na kulang na kulang na kulang na kulang ang 3 months. 

To better yourself, a lot of prayer is involved. Find strength in God, family and friends. If you really want to date again, don't immediately commit. Ask yourself the questions like "Ano ba ugali niya under pressure?; Kaya ko ba siyang ihandle sa mga panahong galit siya?; Hanggang saan ba pasensya niya?; Pang-ilan ba ako sa priorities nya?; Kaya ba niya akong saktan?", etc.

I don't know how I'm gonna end this post. But sure thing, I won't end this without reminding you that there is incredible happiness and strength in letting go. 

Thursday, January 05, 2012

Once Upon a Time

Once upon a time...

I was a carefree little school girl. The only problem I had was how to write number 8. Great.  I was taught to do it with two small circles by my Grandpa. I was too confused when my Nursery teacher made it complicated. I cried my heart out for not being able to write it with those required curves. Too bad. 

Once upon a time...

I was dreaming of becoming a blogger. It took me a long time to FINALLY try because I find other blogs too intimidating. I was never born to be a writer but yeah, I realized that I don't really need to be that awesome in terms of writing. I write to express in the first place and  I am just too happy for FINALLY having this little space: somewhere I can call mine for forever after. 

Once upon a time...

I was out of my mind. For approximately 182 days, severe depression attacked me. 2011, I say, will never be forgotten. I made crazy decisions (some of you will really hate) but those decisions were irrevocable. Such stuff CHANGED my life with just a snap. Too late. Too bad. But there will always be a better 2012. 

Once upon a time...

I was a perfectionist. I have grown so in love being on top. But then, there was an instance when I almost lost everything I THOUGHT was essential. Good thing, my family and friends never left me. God will not give us everything that we desire. God has better plans. I don't strive for perfection now. I strive for happiness. Something not surreal. Something genuine. 

Once upon a time...

I was betrayed. I was too weak to fight that crazy little feeling. I just cried and cried. But I must say that the event became the turning point of my life. I learned to be strong, to fight for what is right. I was too hurt. However, I can smile now because that incident happened. No more details. Too tragic. 

Once upon a time...

I fell in love. And when I talk about love, I got lots of things to share. So this would mean another post for New Year. Just keep posted! :) 

Once upon a time...

I was a stranger to my very self and up to now, I'm searching for myself once more. This will be my online journal and I wish you guys to be with me until I reach my HAPPILY EVER AFTER with the one I truly care about.  :) 

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